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me and august 07. 2016
i thought i might write about a fear, a loneliness, or tell you a story about a plan that was thwarted. i want to talk all about these things, but deep depression on a saturday night is working hard to...
View Articleme and december 16. 2017
it was pretty for a moment. but coming back to this spot after so many years – and it’s not like opening an old wound as much as possible, stretching skin back and back until it can be folded into...
View Articleme and january 04. 2018 – san francisco part one
(just a warning, friends…the san francisco confession is chock full of triggers.) it is the month of july. today is wednesday, and i’ve made the decision to fly to san francisco. i decide that i am...
View Articleme and january 11. 2018 – san francisco part two
friday i sit on a bar stool for five minutes, until people start to get nosy. and now i am outside by myself because i am planning a suicide. i’m thinking about you. i’m supposed to meet up with you...
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me and january 21. 2018 – san francisco part three
i go through the motions – i print my boarding pass. i stand in a longer than expected security line. and this is just another ordinary flight until i began to remove my shoes, my belt, my sweater and...
View Articleme and january 25. 2018 – san francisco part four
monday. july 25. it’s 3:30pm in san francisco. i feel like a time-traveler. it’s 5:30pm in san francisco. i’m able to get the first flight back to houston tomorrow morning. it’s 6:30pm in san...
View Articleme and february 08. 2018 – san francisco part five (the last part)
here. i’ve sent you a photo. of me. on an airplane. proof, that i did not break my promise to you. and this time i could not be selective about where i sit – and now i’m pressed against a window with...
View Articleme and may 02. 2018
tonight: once and my lights go out and i begin to melt – and i realize that i’m running out of words and places to hide and ways to hold a ghost and still bury myself beneath my blankets and how to...
View Articleme and may 28. 2018
this is lonely and the morning dark becomes the evening dark and then the morning dark and because i don’t pray and because i would never pray – maybe when i’m gone you can imagine me as somebody you...
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